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2007-04-04T04:42:00.000+08:00

haiz long time never blog sorry to any want who want to see my blog but i guess there is hardly none. Now study for test that why never sleep suddenly got a lot of things to say after watching ac milan Vs bayan munich. Its a good game for ac but becoz of a few mistake they end up draw which give them a very bad disadvantage. In your live or everyone live u might be very hardworking for sometime and u really work hard for that moment but when u make a silly mistake it might change the whole thing and all your hardwork will be gone. So any guys out there who wanted to pursuit some dream don't ever think of giving up half way if not don't even start. ! mistake and your months or even year of hard work might gone to waste. 1 good example is me, use to work so hard but when i began to lazy all my hard work is gone, if i want to stand up again i neeed to do a restart, its really hard trust me u might don't even know where to start or you might not even have the time now when u reach the age of 20. But i can really try it so can u. Never say ive up until u try that what eveybody say, but i have a phrase to add on,"if u are not determine to try or really want to do it than don't try" coz every failure can make u weaker and weaker so weak that u might even cry when u sleep or when u step in to your "court" or even when u talk about it.1 thing to add on don't ever leave any regret in your live. Live is short u can neer be 18 every year. 1 thing u can do is to change it with your own hands and at least make it wonderful before u old or die. at least win something and tell your grandchildren that at least u ahve reach some level or archievment. At least make s people remember u before u die than u will live with no regret. Good luck to anyone out there who wanted to drive towards thier dream and good luck to those who give up trust me the worest thing is not to give up but is when u look yourself in the mirror.

2007-01-19T02:02:00.000+08:00

haiz blog again le haiz this time bad news again guess i am a elmo person bah. This time the ivp lose le. I felt that it was my fault because i never really perform and do any great things. Althought i only make a few mistakes. Today when play ball with my uncle althought we never lose after defeating 9 teams but i can see that my skill has decrease to a point that i can never believe. Guess it was my fate to lose bah. I should lose de coz i hasn't be practising and i lose my fitness. Hope i can still improve bah i don't want to stay at a point which i know is suck. But study really stress up lor no time to go out and play ball and i still have a little ai ren with me. Actually i really hate blog later people see again i also sian. haiz sorry leh dear i am not what i am le hope i want day can become good again and u will be proud of me bah. sorry let u see me in this state. when your leg recover we go out bah do what ever u like with me by your side accompany you.

2006-11-02T01:10:00.000+08:00

haiz things definatly is changing the superb sp lose and get last place in the polyite game haiz everybody think that we are strong but in the end this is what that happen . Guess everbody is very negative from the start even me feel the same way too. but now i am ok le standing up again looking up the sky once again. just failed my first test thermodyanmic. Every people score high marks but only me fail guess i am a bit useless bah too lazy and lack of talent. but guess waht this time i not going to give up just continue to study in the end still can make it can le. haiz now forcus more on my basketball i got to make something different at the ivp if not i am going to lose my coach le. but i guess i want to be stronger for myself unlike the polyite game i play average but not impressive people felt that i am not agressive guess they where rite. i play for my coach during the polyite game but things never when well. But this time i am going to play for myself le jia you bah yongzhen. dear u also must jia you if not i am going to push u until u run again bah haha jia you dear muack!

2006-10-07T02:51:00.000+08:00

now i really lose everything haha

2006-10-06T00:21:00.000+08:00

what the fuck lose again nyp agian lose to them 2 time le who would care all push the blame on me say i cannot defence him alright i understand i suck i take all the blame its ok never mind de i will take the blame and leave the team and if i leave the team is your fault its u who didn't want to give me the last breath find good luck to your all. by the way why must i talk to you?? i know u in charge of me ok find than i quit didn't even have to see you fuck off and what can u do to me idiot all u all want is i to smile at you all give you all the respect but what about my feeling chee bye hope u fucking die faster

2006-09-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

finally able to found a job liao haha so happy. hope can enough money to meet my target... this few day playing ball not very good lah miss alot of open layup almost cost my team to lose. lucky my uncle teamate very good. ... just finish my birthday celebration. feel that its so suck. have a little quarral with my dear dear. haiz what to do ??? she happy can le lah help her still scold me no link man. but i understand lah she felt worest when i help her haiz but she also cannot scold me mah... don't know lah she happy can le

2006-08-24T13:40:00.001+08:00

now studying heat transfer don't know what the hell just know its dame diffcult got answer i still don't know guess this is waht people say born stupid bah maybe this is not the course that suit me bah. i got great friends around got gf and good teachers but i jsut so neagtive and lousey haiz why a person like me taht was so confident become like that?? guess this is what people call karma or fate bah haha just hope people out there wouldn't end up up like me can le its just so sad. people who is at the top of the mountain fall down just like that. ..... lucky still got mny friends bah. love yah alll haha me gay gay de haha. hope i can make a few nice memory before i die bah if not i really waste my mum rice haha jia you bah!

2006-08-23T04:53:00.000+08:00

sorry sorry something to add... friend out there if u all want u all can add me pls haha coz i quite stupid don't know how to add so u all ahve to add me le thanks guys

2006-08-23T04:47:00.000+08:00

today arh suddenly want to write something than write lor haha now very later le i still ahven't sleep as i still ahven't finish my ENG MAth actuall i also just started like going to sucide like that high chance of failing hope god is on my side bah. Now bankrupt spend every single cent of my money haha so sad. This few day i felt that i and my dear dear going closer and closer as we always study togather and stuff. Guess because of that i get to taste her sweetness and feel her love more bah. No matter waht i got to thanks her she been supporting me help me and give me everything that a boy can ask from her gf bah. haha WO AI NI. so if u are there and get to see this blog don't call me and laugh at me haha. i will shy de haha dear dear your last test is coming and i ahve two more to go good luck for both of us bah. And after the holiday hope we can enjoy together muack!!! Kiss!!!! HUG!!!!! "ai ni".

For my Dear to see de

2006-08-01T04:32:00.000+08:00

dear do you know that these few days u have been very important to me??? guess that we querral really not because of the captain ball bah . i guess its me i have been very stresss this few days of trying to know what i want. ... guess during the captain ball day i really cannot control anymore le tahn i went siao liao .... sorry but thanks for giving me time to think everything over.Now i know what i want i want u to be happy with me, study and bball. As long as you are with me supporting me i believe that anything can be done de. For now our relationship, the stormy sea is over what left is only the rainbow and the bright sun . Hope we can enjoy this happy "momment" bah... Now mysutyd has gone real bad haiz but basketball suddenly i felt that has improve a little bit haha ... dear really need u to push me make me study and stuff. ... guess i never know that u at that much important to me in study bball life and alot other things with u my life has started to brighten and i was glad about it hope we can continue this relationships bah. haha sorry dear i love u

2006-05-26T01:31:00.000+08:00

haiz feel so sian tml heat an transfer taste but i still so slack like never study like that doie le lor these few day alot happen to me again querral with my gf again but i hav to tell the truth coz i don't like the feeling of feeling empty even thought u ahve a gf that suck u know??? but i got no choice bah i told her everything and now she don't really 1 to call me le guess i thought arrogant bah or speak in a way too bossy suddenly feel like writing blog hope she could see. Dear if u really there and look at this blog i just wanna say sorry i will not say bad things about u again i wouldn't mind anything just talk to me and be the one that u truly want bah i wouldn't mind i will shake off everything and have a new start with u hope u could forgive me dear pls forgive me haiz guess sometime i am too worthless le bah i know alot of things i ahve done wrong or i know i have to do what to improve myself in basketball study relationship and even my life but i just couldn't do it leh i too slack and all my heart tell me is to enjoy if there is really a devil like tian wei said than i certainly have a lot of devil in my heart telling me to do wrong things bah god can u just take control of my body and mind and ask me to do staff??? coz i couldn't do it myself maybe u the holy 1 can do it but i just couldn't do it i know i really know what is right and waht is wrong but i just couldn't do the right things haiz what a idiot i am guess i beyond hopeless i just be myself even 1 day i will lose everything i also wouldn't care as that is my faith a uselss boyno friend no family no ball no food i have nothing left i guess than may the god laugh at me wonderar kick me when they went past me and i will be lonely for the rest of my live as a idiot

second time

2006-05-18T06:35:00.000+08:00

this is the second time i writing something haiz sian yesterday write my blog my gf angry but actually i don't mean to make her angry de that why i hate blog why writing something u want for other to see make people angry and find trouble for yourself. I have not been sleeping well lately as something keep bothering with me haiz later got heat transfer siao laio don't know waht to do also suan le lah today will be a very long day for me 6pm than finish school than still have to go running siao liao lah but i run also run for her de coz i want to go b with her. this few day really alot of things happen to me now really want to play basketball a game and think i will start gonig church again as i have been missing laterly. Sorry guys for making u all worried about me (the above sentence is for my church friend who have my blog but actually they don't have so its ok haaha) sian lah thier man don't really feel like studying so sian can don't study good lol everyday play ball than sleep nice le lah by the way arsenal lose today i super happy lose to my favourite team haha

my frist blog

2006-05-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

16-may-2006

This is my frist blog haiz don't know what to say but todday feel very low guys who know me i am yongzhen from sp today kanna scold by my coach he ask me not to go and weck the rubbish bin ak me to be a good boy than i no longer play ball for sport club le as they all very ll tahn my captain don't want to play with them lor. Than run only poly 50 for cls club heard that thier training very xiong don't know lah i don't care toaday just feel very negative and i knew tht i can never get any support from her as she is not as good waht i think she is. Haiz just need more care from her but haiz

2006-01-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

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